lil.queens - keep holding on

Friday, August 31, 2007 ; 5:21 AM

teacher's day celebration sucksss!! OMG!

ohh i so screwed my maths paper :D

YYY

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ; 5:47 AM

today is the 29th

yup.. i know wad day isit la! -.-
haix, fucked up depress about it.. felt even worst after seeing some stuff i should not even see.. don even know why i end up over there la pls..
eating fried carrot cake now, really really making myself eat though is like dam chow ta and zzz
man.. sometimes i just wonder wad the hell got into me to feel so fucking depress! everytime i just think about it.. and im all depress and fucked up.. AHHH!

AND ONE THING. i dont emo!

YYY

Sunday, August 26, 2007 ; 4:26 AM

OMG! arent these shoes like DARLINGS! OMG.. esp the 2nd the 3rd pic from the left.. :D

ITS SOO HOT! AND! AND! they are only $19 on ebay!

too bad i dont wear heels :(

oh gosh, i wan this too :(

IM GONNA GET THIS :D

YYY

Saturday, August 25, 2007 ; 2:02 AM

FLU VIRUS!

yea i got it and now im like sick! :(
well the prelims are offically over! and now comes N level! well.. it does scared me alittle but im still slacking my time off :D
many things happen these few days, well although it looks like everything now is settled and clear, its rather hard to say now as some people's move are rather silent. everything is cleared up between me and fer but i somehow feel that i must becareful of wadever i tell her.. i cant.. really.. trust her as much as i use to right now.

i sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...

YYY

Sunday, August 19, 2007 ; 3:35 AM

"studying" was great for the first time :)

studying at bedok macs was great with eric aka "bf"! eric was such a great bf to accompany me to study! though i was actually spending most of the time playing dota and counter strike..
anyways, eric and i were laughing our ass out becos of the super lame video we were watching on youtube! lol.. eric! maybe u should join them and be one of them! :D
OH! AND STEVEN LIM! U SUCK LIKE A DICK! zzz the most handsome guy in the world? PUI!
soooo.. after the long hours of "study", eric and i went back to my house to slack. watch different movies and decided to go clark quay area to drink..
headed down to plaza sing to meet justin,shawn and matthew but! before that, eric and i were at carrefour walking around trying everything and playing everything that is there.. eric bought me a red rose toy :) thanks bf!
met up with the guys and we walked from clark quay to easplanade to boon keng area.. there was no bloody place to drink and rest la! so went up going to book keng area (which is near justin place). Bought tigher beers and heiniken to drink, walked all the way up to the carpark which was an open space.. started drinkin and talking cock la, and we started with truth and dare! i kena 1 truth and 2 dares.. which was rather easy la! kiss shawn and tongue touch tongue with eric for 1 sec. LOL
OMG! justin had to kiss shawn's bare ass! and it was dammm sick! ill never kiss someone's bare ass for god's sake! -.- its so disgusting and i think ill totally hate asses from the day i kiss a persons ass! -.- i think ill hate mine too..
left boon keng area around 3plus, and my bro fucked me when i got home cos i told him ill be back my 1plus? lol.. but wadever! and wad the hell! my bro thinks that eric is like my BOYFRIEND! as in REAL BOYFRIEND.. like wtf? like so not la, and i donno wad the fuck my sis in law told my bro! she must have told my bro some stupid stull to sabo me man.. she's got a bloody big mouth man..

TML IS THE STARTING OF PRELIM PAPERS! GOOD LUCK EVRYONE! :D

such a fucking liar!
u may be older then me by ONE bloody year, your mind is like a fucking childish bitch! AND AT LEAST! i don go flirting around when i have a stead! and one thing! GROW UP GIRL!! - oh and if u are seeing this, wow! congrats u've found my lill secret! :D

YYY

Thursday, August 16, 2007 ; 12:37 AM

today is a rather sad day..

well, first of all is becos of ely! she scared the shit out of me in the morning! i seriously donno wad to do at that point of time and it only made me realise that i donno wad to do when a person breaks down. well i was quite shock of why she suddenly cried and all but after a good cry, she was alrite :) stay happy ely!
well, nothing much happen during lessons and all expect that i was waitin for yr sms. i donno if i actually made the right decision but i believe time will tell everything ba. i am, i really am very very tired of the nonsense u've gave me and the rubbish i have been going through. ive been trying very very hard to pretend its ok and yes i TRIED to understand but its not easy u know..

but its ok:) im still as happy as ever! and i'll aim to score good for prelims now! :D well at least i did see great improvment on my ss prelims though. ( im always failing below 20 -.-) i swear i totally ABHOR BEES OR HORNETS! they are like fucking disgusting and they scare the shit out of me! EW! one hornet nearly flew into class and Mrs Tan wanting to be the hero, tried to close the window but end up nearly getting sting (i think) by the bee? LOL

fiona and ying xin were purely entertaining me today. they started asking me about me having a tattoo bf and all and THEY KEPT ON QUESTIONING ME LA! lol.. but my point of view for having a tatto bf is this:

- i dont mind my bf having tattoos and like one or two but it must not be those super crazy kinds la
- NO i wont accept the guy as my bf even though his like super hot and all time fav by the girls WITH his crazy tattoo around his hands and where ever it is
- even if the guy is like super hot and with piecing all around, IS A TURN OFF

THERE U GO FIONA! these are my ans! stop asking me already! and PLEASE! im in 5566 gang! not SHE! -.- AND FIONA LEE BEI BEI!! I DONT LOVE GREG! U LOVE HIM!

(4:22 PM) you want to make:
Hahahahah don't steal greg ah!
(4:22 PM) you want to make:
hahha
(4:22 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
EWWW
(4:22 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
WHO WAN STEAL HIM LA PLS!
(4:24 PM) you want to make:
You lor, later you fell in love with him too
(4:24 PM) you want to make:
AHAHHAA
(4:24 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
pls hor
(4:25 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
my standed not so low!
(4:25 PM) you want to make:
Mr lee quite good what?
(4:25 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
no
(4:25 PM) you want to make:
He can run, dance, teach maths
(4:26 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
so PUII
(4:26 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
DANCE!
(4:26 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
PLS LA!
(4:26 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
SOOO GROSS!!
(4:26 PM) ♡♡respect me; z:
HAHAHA
(4:26 PM) you want to make:
hahaahaha
(4:26 PM) you want to make:
THE CHICKEN DANCE
(4:26 PM) you want to make:
HAHHA
(4:26 PM) you want to make:
So cute right?
(4:26 PM) you want to make:
ahhaha

ew fiona, why do u even love him? well, LOVE IS BLIND!

- times shared with you are most wonderful, though short and unexpected, it is something i'll never forget :) if time really heals and change both me and you into a better person, then we'll take a step into reality
like this phrase 'the day we fall in love is the day we put each other fate together'

YYY

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ; 7:36 AM

just ignore this post..

DONT expect ME to wait on u like im yr mummy
DONT expect ME to be there when u need me
DONT expect ME to give a shit when u start to emo or cry
DONT expect ME to call you when u are on boring bus rides
DONT expect ME to be at your back and call
DONT expect ME to be a substitude of VAN LALA *ahem*
DONT expect ME to be nice to you anymore
DONT expect ME to believe your commitments

why?
simple..

COS IM SICK AND TRIED OF YOUR BULLSHITS AND NONSENSE!

READ THIS AND READ THIS GOOD! im sick and tired of your busy plans and wadever shit, being nice to u is like being nice to a donkey.. SO! your basketballs and studys are important eh? THEN WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE COMMIT?! if u cant commit yourself into a relationship, DONT FOR GOD DAM FUCKING SAKE! DONT COMMIT AND LEAD PEOPLE ON! since your friends are like rather more important and they are placed like the FIRST OF THE FIRST! SOO SHOO! BEGONE! im not gonna like wait for you and hold my time for u! you are so donkey OVER! once the 15th pass, its allllll OVERR!~
~~u wanna woo me? WOO ME THE RIGHT WAY! NO SHORT CUTS! - and maybe like, drop some of your commitments FIRST then ill think about it.~~

- fuck this! im writing this to vent my anger on, so stop asking me alrite? im OK!!! -

YYY

Friday, August 10, 2007 ; 10:12 PM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! FIREWORKS!!!

HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

oh wow.. singapore is old already la, but its still growing and developing at the same time!

well.. i was at the padang to see the great fireworks, and i must say its a really really beautiful sight to everyone :) it was really a great turn off after a big turn off by those stupid bangalas who were blocking the WHOLE BLOODY bridge! ( details will be said later)

anyways.. me cassie denise clement and jurgen was there to see the fireworks and lucky we were there at the esplanade area early cos by the time me and cassie arrive at raffles area, it was like super packed already! -.-

we headed to marina square to have dinner first before seeing the fireworks and we had YOSINOYA!:D stupid parkway branch close down already and i cant have it often anymore! so ya, and after dinner we head to the bridge and IT WAS FUCKING PACKED WITH PEOPLE OF ALL RACES! -.- but the most were bangala and they were the idiots pushing and pushing! and they just happily touch we POOR FEMALES! and so i was really really piss.. they smell bad and they were just hogging to the bridge like as if this were their homeland. i was really piss and i was cursing and swearing at them (bangalas) like nobodys business.. fucking bangalas

SHEEH! so we decided to stay near the padang area to see the fireworks, we waited like super long and there were like song after songs and MORE SONGS! super du lan la! we waited and was holding our cam like on standby mode and THEY KEPT ON SINGING AND SINGING!

BUT! it was a really great sight and it was super clear when the fireworks started :)

pics below:

here are the full length video of the whole fireworks :) [done by me] :

so after the fireworks, we left for "lan" but changed our mind half way cos it will be really really crowded everywhere so we just slack at SMU underpass and it was really really SHIOOKK! cos we finally had air con! THANKS TO JURGEN FOR THAT!
so we rested and talked for a while before denise started scream and yelling and all of us were wondering wad happen when suddenly we saw a centipide (is this how u spell it?) it was small and yukkie! yuk.. so clement chopped it into half but still it was moving. after a while, i felt like smacking the insect so i took my all good time slipper and wack it!

and yes.. its fucking gross.. YUKKKK!!!

after a while, CAM WHORE TIME!! with cassie of cos :D

the pic that i took for denise:

hahahas and after a long long walk, we ended up at cathay and we just walk walk there for fun -.- and we took this really nice nice photo together! :D